Anatomy (n)

2003-04-13T11:44:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG HAS MOVED HERE: Anantomy (n) v.2.0

2003-04-12T14:58:00.000-07:00

I've had a weird couple of days...mainly they've been good, though, apart from the headaches. My headaches are becoming really unbearable. Usually I don't take painkillers as a principle, but over the last few weeks I've had to give in to the pressure. Literally. I'm not sure what a migraene (or however it's spelled) feels like, but I'm sure it would feel something like this. I ought to go see a chiropractor for my neck, which is causing all these problems, but I haven't been to see one in over 5 years, meaning that I'd have to have x-rays taken of my neck and spine, of which the latter is equally f***ed up. I would go to have everything fixed tomorrow, if that were possible, but I cannot afford it. I'll have to save up for a couple of months before I can have the neck-business taken care of...*sigh*

Yesterday evening I went to Brandy & Sune's place for Sune's B-day. As always it was just a calm but fun evening, although I became really tired much too early because of those darned headaches. I think we all were tired after the day's work & all. Stuffing ourselves with loads of cake and the likes didn't exactly make us more lively *LOL*

Anyroads, got to do some stuff on my website...

2003-04-09T16:22:00.000-07:00

Moody as hell
I've been wanting to post a proper entry here all day, but I've been busy with finding and setting up a commenting system for this blog. I'm real picky, and once I finally found a design that I could live with, I of course had to change the code 'n' stuff. By hand...someone has borrowed our Dreamweaver CD :( I hope to get it back this weekend. Maybe I can even borrow Ellen's copy *evil grin*. I HATE CODING THIS C*** BY HAND! AAAARGH! It drives me nuts! I's a piece of cake, but it just takes up all my time unnecessarily.

Been really moody all day...I've never really been the moody type, but lately I have my guards up no matter what and feel attacked by everyone. However, I think I managed to apologize to my friend from last night. That really freaked me out and had me feeling bad all day today...

I sent my blog's URL to my father so he could see what's going on in my life, since I only get to see him once every two years or so. So he rang me up this morning and made annoying comments about my blog and my feelings. Huh! DADDY, IF YOU READ THIS STOP CRITICIZING AND PSYCHO-ANALYZING ME. THIS IS MY DIARY AND I CAN PUT IN IT WHAT I DARNED WELL WANT! IF YOU WANT TO COMMENT ON ANYTHING IN THIS BLOG YOU CAN 'KISS THE DRAGON' LIKE EVERYONE ELSE (right in the butt *LOL*) Anyways, Daddy, this is me whether you like it or not, and I just wanted you to be able to get a better impression of me than a hectic weekend every second year. 'Nuff said. I still love you :P

2003-04-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

You are a Day Dreamer..
Daydreamers tend to be away from the normal, and
have a deeper aspect when looking at things.
Most of the time, they're outcasts of the social
society, but don't worry. It just means your so
deep it scares thier simple little brains.

What kind of Dreamer are you?
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2003-04-08T20:10:00.000-07:00

... :-(
I feel sick... I just had a minor discussion with a friend over ICQ. Well, maybe not a minor one, but it wasn't bad-bad. I think he misunderstood me...or maybe I misunderstood myself...I don't know...but it made me feel really sick and I almost had to throw up; I couldn't see my keyboard for tears. I still feel really nauseated eventhough he logged off an hour ago...after I told him to. I didn't mean it, though. I'm so damn frustrated and confused...my head tells me to walk away and leave things be. But I can't. I just bloody can't. OMG life sucks so bad sometimes, it's unbelieveable. I can't sleep. I'm in the process of trying to give up smokig but my timing is so off. If I go to bed now I can sleep for 1 hour & 30 mins before having to got to work. I hate my work. Or maybe not the work itself, but the environment. I feel out of place, I think. Well, maybe I don't hate it, maybe it's just that I'm in a period right now where I'd like to be left alone and do my own thing...which is entirely impossible where I work. "We're one big team" give me a break! People are just tolerating each other. I feel like shit so I'd better get my one hour of sleep. I'm glad I talked to bizk tonight; he got my mind off things for a little while. Goodbye, cruel world...

2003-04-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

BarfBagDesign...or just International Sickness

When searching the web, it never ceases to amaze me how something like this manages to pop up on my screen. I searched for 'license plates' for goodness sakes! I don't even like traveling by plane, and now the world of vomit is simply spewed in my face by one heck of a lot of pixels come together in the shape of barf bags. Who collects these, anyway?

2003-04-07T22:01:00.000-07:00

Can someone mail me & explain how I can recieve comments on my postings? Where do I get the code for the [comments] or [track me] and so on? Help on this will be very much appreciated! I can imagine that it's really obvious, but my brain kinda hurts right now.

2003-04-07T20:52:00.000-07:00

Blogstickers??

I ran into this site featuring blogstickers...pretty lame...but it grew on me in - oh - about 30 seconds, haha, and now I want one! Only I can't choose, so here's three potential stickers for my blog:

So which one do I stick on my blog? Choices, choices... *sigh*

2003-04-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! : I found it!! After hours and hours of looking the code over and over again! I'm tired now...been working on this non-stop for over 24 hours. NOW I'm a happy bunny :D

2003-04-06T05:10:00.000-07:00

Look at the timestamp...I've been trying to find the bug for HOURS now, and now I'm definately not a happy bunny! If anyone stumbles upon this site while it is looking weird please send me a mail if you can help! I'd very much appreciate it :o)

2003-04-06T01:33:00.000-08:00

U-oh...something's wrong...WTF is wrong with this thing?? It was working perfectly and now it's screwed up...someone stop me from flinging myself out the window!

2003-04-06T01:22:00.000-08:00

Right : It took me a lot of cursing and too many cigarettes to get this far, but now I can finally sit back and feel slightly accomplished...and post my first entry on my new Blog.

Actually, I have deleted the first few entries that found their way here due to explicit content having come from frustration and sleep deprivation. -My coding skills aren't what they used to be; Dreamweaver has made the job too easy. And why did I not use Dreamweaver to speed up the coding process on my site? Well...I haven't got it installed on this PC.